Thank God That's Over!

I am so glad the holidays are over with.  Mine were totally shitty-but then again I kinda figured that they would be.  I guess I just didn't realize exactly how shitty they would be and how bad I would feel.  Kinda fell into a two-week funk...one of my lovely depressions that hit this time of the year.

I didn't get to see my kids and I wasn't even able to get them anything.  All I could do was make them a scarf with my new-found crocheting talent.  (Which isn't all that great just yet)  I still haven't been able to give it to them.  I'll probably just mail Bam-Bam's to him.  He went back to his dorm a couple of days ago.

I slept most of the day-afternoon and part of the evening Christmas day.  Knew it was going to be crappy so I just slept.  Pretty much did the same thing this past weekend for New Years.  I was up at Midnight to ring in the new year.  Sat here with the BF and his mom watching Dick Clark.  It figures, the ONE time that the BF actually wanted to go out, I didn't feel like it.  He kept pestering me about it too.  Wanted me to figure out somewhere we could go to celebrate that wasn't going to have a bunch of drunks or alcohol being served.  Duh!  NYE and a place not having alcohol or drunks...good luck with that!  Only place I could think of was an AA meeting or some kind of AA sponsored party.  I wasn't in the mood for any of that shit either.  

I kept getting pissed because I'm usually trying to get him to do something every damn weekend.  Usually all he wants to do is sit on his ass all weekend!

Oh well, 2011 is gone...on with 2012.  Hopefully making some major changes for the better this year.  And hopefully be in my own apartment for the holidays next year.