Maybe I’m being a bitch, maybe I’m just
evil…maybe both. My living situation is less than desirable. To say
the least. I live with my boyfriend (for lack of a better term) of 9
years and his mother. The relationship has went on about 7 years too
long now. Although, there really isn’t a “relationship” left. We are
roommates basically. Actually, I think roomies have fun together and go
out and do things. Not us.
To compound my nightmare; his dear
ol' mother lives with us. (Long story of how that came about…will
explain in another entry) Her health is not the greatest and she has
many chronic conditions. Her lifestyle and refusal to change her
lifestyle just compounds her conditions. I do not feel sorry for her.
She seems to relish in her health problems and is actually excited when
diagnosed with something new. (Or is told that something is worse) Her
Chronic Kidney Disease is a Stage 4 now. More than likely she will be
on dialysis by this time next year. We’ve told her that she really
needs to watch her diet, quit smoking, exercise, etc. She doesn’t
care.
The new thing is that I’m about 75% sure that she has
Parkinsons. Her doctor suspects it also. I’ve been planning on moving
out but this has made me push it into urgency! I do not want to be
stuck here taking care of her. I know that may sound horrid but I have
things in life that I want to do. Going back to school is one of them.
Regardless, I have to work while going to school and there’s no way in
HELL I could do all of that and take care of her ass too. Not to mention "the bf" and his mom are extremely selfish and self-serving.
All of that is pretty much beside the point. I have to get out of
here soon. My sanity is at stake! I need a better job though. My
hours just got cut and last week I only managed 8 hrs for the week.
Can’t live on that! Especially since I plan on having my youngest (son)
living with me.
The saga continues…
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